School Year '08: The Obligatory Tribute Blog Post
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
I guess since I have nothing to do, it's about time to write my tribute to this year. I've been meaning to do it since around the end of school, I mean thats when I started gathering this disheveled mess of thoughts.
This has probably been one of the best and worst, and definitely most influential years of my life hands down. I look back at high school and I wonder how I even ended up at Penn State. I was against big schools cause I'm a little bitch, but then I visited and I loved it, and then I started to grow up. Long story short, I came, I saw, I conquered, sold out concerts, etc whatever whatever. I seriously lost people I'd never thought I'd lose this year, through death or otherwise. But I met some of the best friends I could ever ask for in my first year, and they helped me through it all.
By the way, have you tried Porter Bowling? What's the new Forum sign look like? And once school starts, let me know if you got my message on the drawer. No, that's just my signature. It's on the bottom, n00b! But seriously, if you need to get your game system online in the dorms, message me. But quit hackin', asshole.
All I know is I am a stronger and better person because of these kids I met, these kids I can now call my best friends, and I seriously thank God I met them when I did, because I don't know, and I don't want to know, what the hell I would have done without them in my life this year...
I feel like I reached a part of my life right now where everything is clear, I know where I am at, and I don't know where I'm going in the long run, but I know where I'm going in the short run, and that's a start. I know that I can and I will get there, and I know that some people think that I won't but I will. I feel better than I have in a really long time, and I hope that anyone who is down and out believes me when I say it, and maybe with luck it'll give them a little bit more push to keep going and get through whatever it is they're trying to. I'm sorry to anyone who doesn't believe anyone when they say something with as much purity and honesty that I feel when I say, I feel better than I have in a really fucking long time.
But honestly, I don't want to know where I'm going in the long run, because getting there is the good part.If this were English class, this would be more coherent, more creative, and more thought out, but it's not, so it isn't. This is not how I know it could potentially be, this collection of random words to sentences to ideas to my fucking life, but I just need to get it out, because I feel so strongly that I have changed for the better, and if a crazy emotional mess such as myself can change for the better, I fully believe it's possible for everyone.
I just figured I'd catalogue my thoughts right now, and let everyone know that even if you think your life blows, or something, or you just think it could be better you gotta look at the little positive things to get you through to the end. You gotta look for the things that are already around you, and help yourself make it better, for yourself.
Sometimes it's the smallest stars that shine the brightest.
Posted bySam Christie-Sgro at 12:59 AM 0 comments
Labels: clarity, philosophy
i see things
Thursday, May 22, 2008
in color,
but you're living in black & white
Posted bySam Christie-Sgro at 12:57 AM 0 comments
i may,
Saturday, May 10, 2008
if i ever get my act together,
start using photoshop again
and post what i'm proud of here.
just sayin'...
Posted bySam Christie-Sgro at 1:56 AM 0 comments
Labels: announcements
we all got wood and nails
we turn, turn out hate in factories.
we all got wood and nails
and we sleep inside of this machine.
--brand new
Posted bySam Christie-Sgro at 1:51 AM 0 comments
the truth is
Saturday, May 3, 2008
you're living in fast-forward, and that's not too healthy...
Posted bySam Christie-Sgro at 2:51 AM 0 comments
